Mind in a blurr

I Drive in a mind of a blurr,
while I stare at her
she murders the wings of my dreams,
for I can't even think
I carry a frown, and for some time felt like I was on trial
Yet she gives me a smile,
causing me to act like a child
O' and those eyes, I can't describe
and if I did you would say I lied
for beauty like yours I couldn't balance with the pen I write
She sends me in a tremble soo feverish,
that if given a kiss
a blind man can see his granted bliss
and wish that his cause of demise
would one day be from looking upon her eyes.

Living Proof (2001)

Head pulses, body is stiff
In the cool dark night, cigarettes are kissed
Dissassembled
writing,Hand trembling trying to assemble.
How the core of this inflicting hole
is hard to reach for
My eyes want to close
feel so Fatigued. I need to breath
Maybe I should pack my things & leave
And only thing left is me...
My shoulders ache in grieve
Ink from my pen furiously bleeds
It writes words on the page .... like "free,"" be me,"
"seek a divinity"
awake to beauty in simplicity
writing needs that float in distort,
chaos of emotion are constantly in war
trapped with no sight of a door
with eyes open, what am I looking for?
Am I close to knocking on heavens door?
Witness in my wilderness
"Nervous beakdown" which one can conclude
As you can see
I am that living proof

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