It’s the touch, that makes me blush,
It’s the scent of the feline, which has it’s place in divine
Your kiss tremble my lips in feverish.
Slient beauty, when I stare at you with your closed eyelids
Can’t help but think these thoughts devilish
Your body of petite such an exquisite specimen
Having me speak words of awe that which no one can comprehend
Calm myself from the anxiety, I count to ten
Laid myself close to you & hold your hand
She mummerly spoke, as she awoke,
She held me close, we embraced under the morning light glow,
Paging her at times, just to say “hello”.
When we held vacancy in cupid’s room of love
We are intwined in one but not surely by our mere tongues
The scent of your perfume has me drugged
I would unveil my jacket if ever to step in a pool of mud
At home, hearing you moan as I massage you woes
While tickling your toes, haha
Her laughter inks passion in me to write
We shouldn’t wonder life, nor ask why or how
Let us live for now
God bless, like Moses from the Nile,
smile, for tomorrow will have it’s own trial
Just wanted to say,
when one’s not looking a treasure is found.
Friday, January 29, 2010
Sunday, January 10, 2010
The Rave 2000 ( write at work after listening to eazy e song)
Last night I wanna mis-behave, so I went to a rave
Women everywhere blurring my brain
Flaunting their blossomed bodies,
in a psychotic, erotic calling
quit the stalling, as I now eves dropping
to the ….Bosoms sprawling
shit I couldn’t contain no more watching
as jigglies were flaunting
for they opened up the devils gate,
my pulse rate accelerate, as Miss Lady approached me
rubbing my leg, grooves from her fingers touch made me blush
soothed, entwined was the engagement of my lips welcoming her tongue
her kiss was the sense of fine wine, aged during the reign of kings
I must have been in dreams, as she rode with me this evening
Hours from now hovering, will be the blue ceiling………
So in this presence of this dark bliss, our bodies are revealed
Temperature was moist and humid
As I was to give in to this sin
I felt her thigh close to my skin
Her neck I passionately kissed
While dirty words were being hissed
My hands walked down to the hips
U she squeezed a tighter grip
My fingers trickled slowly and lowly did they slip
There it went, there it went,
I think this is it
SHIiiiiiiit!!!!!!!!!!
It was a DICK!!!!
I jumped skipped did a flip, closed line the bitch
and escaped out of her providence
This is the haunting remembrance of the last time I try to
Pick up a girl from Hollywood’s garden
(3-20-2000) Working graveyard @ Rite aid warehouse.
Women everywhere blurring my brain
Flaunting their blossomed bodies,
in a psychotic, erotic calling
quit the stalling, as I now eves dropping
to the ….Bosoms sprawling
shit I couldn’t contain no more watching
as jigglies were flaunting
for they opened up the devils gate,
my pulse rate accelerate, as Miss Lady approached me
rubbing my leg, grooves from her fingers touch made me blush
soothed, entwined was the engagement of my lips welcoming her tongue
her kiss was the sense of fine wine, aged during the reign of kings
I must have been in dreams, as she rode with me this evening
Hours from now hovering, will be the blue ceiling………
So in this presence of this dark bliss, our bodies are revealed
Temperature was moist and humid
As I was to give in to this sin
I felt her thigh close to my skin
Her neck I passionately kissed
While dirty words were being hissed
My hands walked down to the hips
U she squeezed a tighter grip
My fingers trickled slowly and lowly did they slip
There it went, there it went,
I think this is it
SHIiiiiiiit!!!!!!!!!!
It was a DICK!!!!
I jumped skipped did a flip, closed line the bitch
and escaped out of her providence
This is the haunting remembrance of the last time I try to
Pick up a girl from Hollywood’s garden
(3-20-2000) Working graveyard @ Rite aid warehouse.
Early morning drive...
early morning drive
to Cal hospital, 1.5 mile away from la live
early morning drive,
eyes tired, lack of sleep I guess
playing jams from my smooth & cool playlist
I sigh, sigh as I drive
and think maybe I drink too much?
and messed up on my wife a bunch
because I lust
which only rotted the relationship to rust with taste of disgust,
leading her to 2 attempted suicides, 2 DUI 's, debt pilling up so high, and a moment where she drove the armada truck with us like a scene from "vannilla sky"
I'm glad I made it out alive!
I'm glad she didn't hit no one that was around but a month later crashed into the house and brought part of the walls and garage down.
and still she pointed the finger at me, the cause because of my infidelity, and facade perception she had of me
so we tried marriage therapy..., and then individually, by us seeking answers we found the impurity and insecurity
there was no future to where we were chasing...,
there was no erasing, reality was my awakening
that I sware I cried at many times
gotten drunk and stared to the sky for a sign
& read daily qoutes from my astrological sign,
because I was blind ...
As one grows, all they know is love is
a fairytale With a horse and carriage, loving life and support everyone especially parents,
but instead thorns punctured my heart,
it bled.
This marriage left for dead at the moment of " I Do," because" I didn't" to my insecure wife, of previous marriage that didn't survive, and with 4 kids, and still at 30 hadn't begun life.
She went wild and at my worst I smiled,
smiled because we had created the most heavenly child
that God placed in front of me, to tame me and so looking into her eyes
I see me, I see what dreams ought to be, my little princess and queen to be
Found my Epiphany, from something so pure, and in it's truest sense of simplicity
We had failed what was once a team, but I will never lose
what it means to me,
Life is an experience and
must learn from it with patience and guidance,
without love you go guideless,
and there will be no sense of me
in writting this,
in a morning like this
while the last tear I finally dry,
I dry them and am at peace of mind...
because without searching, I did find...
today!!
That I see with the open eyes
while I drive....
to Cal hospital, 1.5 mile away from la live
early morning drive,
eyes tired, lack of sleep I guess
playing jams from my smooth & cool playlist
I sigh, sigh as I drive
and think maybe I drink too much?
and messed up on my wife a bunch
because I lust
which only rotted the relationship to rust with taste of disgust,
leading her to 2 attempted suicides, 2 DUI 's, debt pilling up so high, and a moment where she drove the armada truck with us like a scene from "vannilla sky"
I'm glad I made it out alive!
I'm glad she didn't hit no one that was around but a month later crashed into the house and brought part of the walls and garage down.
and still she pointed the finger at me, the cause because of my infidelity, and facade perception she had of me
so we tried marriage therapy..., and then individually, by us seeking answers we found the impurity and insecurity
there was no future to where we were chasing...,
there was no erasing, reality was my awakening
that I sware I cried at many times
gotten drunk and stared to the sky for a sign
& read daily qoutes from my astrological sign,
because I was blind ...
As one grows, all they know is love is
a fairytale With a horse and carriage, loving life and support everyone especially parents,
but instead thorns punctured my heart,
it bled.
This marriage left for dead at the moment of " I Do," because" I didn't" to my insecure wife, of previous marriage that didn't survive, and with 4 kids, and still at 30 hadn't begun life.
She went wild and at my worst I smiled,
smiled because we had created the most heavenly child
that God placed in front of me, to tame me and so looking into her eyes
I see me, I see what dreams ought to be, my little princess and queen to be
Found my Epiphany, from something so pure, and in it's truest sense of simplicity
We had failed what was once a team, but I will never lose
what it means to me,
Life is an experience and
must learn from it with patience and guidance,
without love you go guideless,
and there will be no sense of me
in writting this,
in a morning like this
while the last tear I finally dry,
I dry them and am at peace of mind...
because without searching, I did find...
today!!
That I see with the open eyes
while I drive....
Sunday, January 3, 2010
Thorns
Thorns puncture my heart*
I bleed, yet look to you drift ....dream
Feel I am king. Yet it is a paradise in my eyes that are blind
For what I write, is it right?
I must let you know, even if you let me go
I would never know, if it was fate that stood looked to my face
Something I couldn't wait... I anticipate, yet
for the moment I was hoping...
Maybe were two souls searching ...uncertain
Has it ever been said,"The way you look can only be read in books?"
The way you walk in a room, a passion im consumed, yet
witness from a distant view
A tear drops, my heart stops,
in awe as I watch when you pass by
I cannot lie, but I walk, for I cannot talk
Your name haunts, in silence by the taunts
By your denial, I smile
Atleast my words were spoken, to what I couldn't utter in the open
Know I could tell you ... im hoping...
MAKALA (1998) back in military
I bleed, yet look to you drift ....dream
Feel I am king. Yet it is a paradise in my eyes that are blind
For what I write, is it right?
I must let you know, even if you let me go
I would never know, if it was fate that stood looked to my face
Something I couldn't wait... I anticipate, yet
for the moment I was hoping...
Maybe were two souls searching ...uncertain
Has it ever been said,"The way you look can only be read in books?"
The way you walk in a room, a passion im consumed, yet
witness from a distant view
A tear drops, my heart stops,
in awe as I watch when you pass by
I cannot lie, but I walk, for I cannot talk
Your name haunts, in silence by the taunts
By your denial, I smile
Atleast my words were spoken, to what I couldn't utter in the open
Know I could tell you ... im hoping...
MAKALA (1998) back in military
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