Saturday, December 10, 2011

HeAven for a lost SoUL (age 18)

Is there heaven for a lost soul?
body comatose, mind stoned?
Tell me why the world can turn a man crazy-
for what ive done, hope I haven't cursed my babies
My sorrow to pain, tears to rain
Im choking, intoxicated playing this game, feeling this pain,
slowly perfusion of blood going through my veins
through the years, my face change but I still remain the same
for tomorrow, im inquiring
The Morning yells its siren,
"Conscience," once again in my mind is cycling,
thoughts are reminding
I say "What do you want from me?!"
Crying sincerely, memories haunting me
It be the many dreams that haunt, caught in a stage more like a phase
Trapped in strange days, let me look through the haze
Waiting, sitting quiet in riot, with a cigarette to my lips
Enjoying my sub - conscience, wake me to bless this gift
& Fly like an angel with unearthly wings....Before it slips
Stranger in a fury to the sirens that lure me,
symphonies of agony, making this heart bleed,
Though I scream, I can't breathe; help me, tumbling to a falsified seed
I Cannot breed, these queens really don't really know me
Though loving, wanting piece of my heart, away from harm
forgive me, but pieces of me are dark
Like a demon lured, another day insecure
Full of questions, results to guessing, blessed to be stressing
Want to fly in the clouds like a bird, I will make myself heard
glancing at specks of life below, watch me soar, beware
Hear me roar! Shattering across the white snow,
to the shadows of life before, carrying these thoughts for the
thirsty & hungry, this world is clumsy and im an object of their money
And if I die, were will I lay, tell me if I have shined
Reincarnated.... what will I be?
An eagle to seek the skies, a wolf hollering cries into the divine
Clouds swoom overhead, wind bristles past my ear,
looking to the ever horizon, world of wonders
Arrived since the coming years
This is what I see looking to a mirror

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